Difficulty sleeping is not a failure of discipline or willpower.
It is a signal from the nervous system.
When sleep becomes disrupted—whether through stress, grief, anxiety, trauma, or chronic overstimulation—the body often remains in a state of readiness. Even when exhausted, it hesitates to rest.
This is not insomnia as pathology.
It is the nervous system doing its job too well.
When that balance is disturbed, sleep becomes lighter, shorter, or fragmented.
Sleep loss is not the root problem—it is the symptom.
In this state, the brain prioritizes vigilance over restoration.
Understanding this reframes insomnia from something to conquer into something to listen to.

If you've followed my story so far you can see that grief and anxiety have played a huge role in my life.
And my sleep has suffered greatly from it.
There is another piece to my puzzle. For 5 years I worked a night shift.
Let me tell you that was the nail in the sleep coffin. On top of everything else, now I had to try to sleep during the day and be functional at night.
Somehow, I zombied through it until a complete physical and mental breakdown sent back to hospital. Again, medication after medication failed to help. I eventually had to resign that position after a year of medical leave.
Again, the damage was done.
But never forget that trusty yoga and meditation!
After Donovan passed, I decided to invest what life I have left into helping others get through their struggles as best I could. So here we are!
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